Currently Listening Music Box By Mariah Carey see related

Wes is an asshole. sorry bro, i had to put it out there. that is the only thing i have been thinking about lately. I guess we really arent friends. U might be sitting there thinking what happned wasn't such a big deal, but to me it is. U don't treat me like shit, i don't care if we havent known each other that long. I would never be so rude to u. plus, u know how sensictive i am, but fuck it. anyway. Makielia works at lowes with me. I am sooo happy about that. Matt has been acting very nice to me. I no long like him they way i used to ,but it is nice having male company sometimes. He really can be so sweet sometimes. Well, i am bout to go to work, maybe i will be on here later.

Currently Listening One in a Million By Aaliyah see related

I am really sad. I am in south amherst ohio, where i went to high school and where i spent the worst 2 years of my life. I went to see my es boyfriend. i didnt call because i lost his number, so i havnet talked to him for like a month and a half (but he had my number) well he wasnt at home, which is odd cuz he never goes anywhere. His mom said he wont be back till monday, and she didnt even recognize me at first. So the I went to a friends house and his cousin was there. He told me that my ex had gotten back with his ex girlfriend. Here is why this is bad. Like 4 years ago, she broke his heart. FOr like the past year she has been having sex with him and leading him on. When she broke up with him he went into depression and was just crazy. she was so mean to him in this time. When i dated him, he told me that if she wanted him back he would go without thinking, this is how much he loved her. I can't beleive he took her back after everything she did to him. ANd he just forgot about me I guess. I didn'tknow i still had feelings for him untill now. It hurts really bad, mostly cuz he is my friend and I know she will hurt him again. I just can't beleive it. It ruined my weekend cuz I really wanted to see him. O well, he is supid for doin this. I want to make it clear that I do not want to be with him or anything, cuz i am too good for his ass, but I just really bothers me in a wierd way I guess. I am just so dissapointed in him. Some women just ruin guys by doing things like I just described, guys are more like girls than we realize.

Him being back with her makes me realize how much i want a relationship, I'm tired of being alone.

Currently Listening Off the Hook By Xscape see related

I love my hair now. It took a little convincing from kielia but i like it now . I must admit, I look o so fly bitches. I am going out of town this weekend and i am so excited. I am just happy to get away.

Did i write about my accident at work. Owell i will again. My finger got slammed in the compactor door and my nail got ripped off. that shit hurt like hell and still does.

TaTa for now bitches

Currently Listening Ashanti By Ashanti scared see related

I hurt myself at work on friday. My manager slammed my finger in the compactor. It ripped half of my nail off, the vertical way. It really hurts and i will not get to have that nail done for like 3 months.  Tuesday i am getting my hair highlighted and i may get my bangs cut into a new style., not sure yet. Matt has been calling me to hang out but each time i told him i couldnt.

I went shopping on saturday. I spent like 350$. I know i should have saved it, but when u r broke, sometimes u have to splurge, or else u will never be happy. I didnt just buy for me , i bought for my mom, brother and cousin.

I had dinner yesterday with my dad and his girlfriend. It was wierd seeing him act around her. he kept calling her baby and stuff. I don't ever remember himacting like that to my mom. I just pisses me off. She is a nice lady though